I feel really good about myself when..

I am told i look pretty, or when i get better grades then past time. I feel accomplished when i get really good grades though because I always try my best to get straight A's and getting closer to my goal makes me feel good about my self. When I notice I lose weight after a couple of weeks of exercises and eating healthy it makes me feel really good about myself also because I know how hard it is for me to stay on track and not cheat when I'm trying to eat healthy. I also feel really good about myself when I help someone and they thank me for it i feel useful and helpful. Simple things such as when i help my mom by washing dishes or washing clothes or just folding it and she notices it, i feel good because i know she has had a long day and i have minimized her work. I feel really good when i save money as well because it's really hard for me not to spend money when i know i' in possesion of it.

My last meal would be..

If I was about to be executed i would ask for my last meal to be chineese food with several desserts. I would ask for fried rice mixed with shrimp, orange chicken, barbon chicken and some kind of spicy chinese chicken as well. I would drink a large coke with three cubes of ice, i would also have a bowl of doritos. For dessert i would ask for the Bell Home made vanilla icecream as well as chocolate covered strawberries and a pineapple icecream my grandma makes with pure pineapple and sugar. I would also ask for two slices of pizza from Domino's and about ten freshly made chocolate chip cookies along with a bowl of lucky charms cereal. More then likely i would aslo ask for a Hershey's cookies and cream chocolate bar.

If i could change one thing...

If i could change one thing about myself i would say i it's my level of pride. I have noticed that in certain situations i set my pride before certain things which isn't good because it leads me to regretting things. There has been times where my pride has turned an argument into a grudge and i have to admit keeping grudges doesn't make you stronger it just help you build up more anger towards a certain someone. I have also gotten into different kinds of trouble with people i really love because of how proud i can get. I don't like saying sorry and apologizing for my mistakes which makes it difficult for me to keep a friendship at times. If i wasnt able to change that thing i would like to change the amount of trust i lay on people. I tend to at times trust people fairly quickly and the things with whom i trusted that person with suddenly spread. Being in highschool isn't the best place to start trusting people, especially with the amount of competition.